今天，一起床来，心头里闷闷的。还记得昨晚，谈到疯疯癫癫的，嘴一直说一些有的，没有的。我这个人就是酱不正经，说了几年的废话，就连他剩下的几个钟头，还是一样。我正在逞强。我知道的。。。十几年的死党，离别时，难免还是会难过。

在车上时，大家都保持着沉默。跟那时我们下柔佛之旅简直是天渊之别。那种废话不比我少的永权，都只是静静的坐在车里。我们偶尔还是会像以前那样说说笑笑的，但可能我们的笑都带点悲哀的感觉，所以都很快就保持比较文静的状态。

就在我们都不想说话时，天开始点点滴滴的落雨了。这场雨，证明了老天爷为我们将失去一位朋友而难过。听说，雨都会在人们难过时，为了安慰人们才下的。雨就像是把我们的心声反映出来一样，看着窗外的雨，让我渐渐想起当年的回忆。想到我们疯癫的时代，就像是打破了五味瓶一样。心里酸酸的，眼睛咸咸的，嘴里甜甜的。。。

脑里充满了我们大家的成长过程。连uncle Man，都说了 “你们已经这么大了！” 这句让我们都发现，原来我们认识了那么多年的一句话。想当年我们在班里吵吵闹闹的情景，让我脸上顿时有了笑容。记得我们跳舞的样子，滑稽的很。我们还聚体去看火星，记得吗？其中，烤火会的记忆总是比较新鲜，每年都好像要有几个才会爽的感觉。我承认，我们疯了。sunwaylagoon的回忆，我到现在还记得。永权被john救了一下。bukitcahaya的起脚车，淋雨记呢? kualaselangor的食海鲜记呢? 到你家的游泳记呢？我们是无聊的傻子。

原来雨真的能顿时把人的脑，带回到以前，慢慢的回忆。。。

到了机场，给了你一个拥抱后，都没什么勇气面对着你。担心会一下直控制不住或者压抑不住那股想哭的冲动。看着你下escalator 时，我数了三声，转过头，泪水已经从眼眶里流了出来。。。

再见。。。

haha

u can de lar..

im fucking useless ler

but u..

=D

and i remember clearly how he tried quoting 孔子 “人之初，性本善 ( with his not very good chinese accent ), isn’t exactly true!”

Humans are borned evil, i take myself as example.

Sometimes i am just mean to others, i know it myself. Its uncontrollable, and many a times, i just didnt do it on purpose. But i just did, no one deserve to get some bad ass meanee treatment right?

Sometimes, i swear. Okay, nowadays i sweared a lot. Not to say its influenced by others or what, but my self control pretty much stinks.

Sometimes i lie. Okay lets put it this way i dont lie sometimes. I find lying is pretty much addictive. And we all lie since we were 2? or 3? Liars go to hell! Heard of it?

To be really honest, i kept giving excuse on finding a church since i came back from Singapore. Then, these few days, i am suddenly hungry for God again. Longing for Your Presence, quoted from my first worship song in the old building of Heart of God church, falling in this place.

I am longing for Your presence, Lord.

As weiee always wanting me to settle myself down here, and not longing for the Past. The past will always remain…

who am I
that you would place eternity
into my heart

you have given to me
more than this world could give
my purpose is found in you

one life, i lay at your altar
one love, i have in you

touch me again
fill me as you hold
my outstreched hands

one word you know i will follow
one heart broken to you

use me again
your mercy following
follow my day

in your presence
in your power
holy spirit, i surrender

I dream that i was walking down a dark peaceful lane with weiee…

It wasn’t exactly the best dream, but its nice enough to stop me from waking up and attending class this morning.

I love that guy. =) Even in this dream, he never fails to make me smile.

This is call love.

off i go.

it actually means that you are going to have something real soon.

no.

2. Slept in a different bed?

yesss….

3. Made out in a movie theatre?

you wish.

4. made out with 2 different people in one night?

i wish.

5. Thought your cousin was hot?

if emma watson was my cousin.

6. Been in love?

i am loving someone right now.

7. Slept past noon?

yes, but i dislike doing so.

8. Taken a shower with the opposite sex?

yes of course.

9. Gone over the speed limit?

hahaha… tell me who doesnt?

10. Painted your room?

lazy to do so.

11. Drove a car?

yess.

12. Danced in front of your mirror?

not my mirror lar.

13. Gotten a hickey?

sadly yess…

14. Been dumped?

hahah, yes.

15. Stole money from a friend?

i ain’t that ass.

16. Gotten in a car with people you just met?

yes.

17. Been in a fist fight?

nope. i don’t like violence.

18. Snuck out of your house?

yes.

19. Had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back?

yeah. Normal right?

20. Been arrested?

for being too nice? O.o

21. Made out with a stranger?

i wish.

22. Left your house with out telling your parents?

yeah…

23. Had a crush on your neighbor?

hahaha, if my neighbor is like 20 years younger, I MIGHT.

24. Ditched school to do something more fun?

i ain’t some ditcher.

25. Slept in a bed with a member of the same or opposite sex?

yes.

26. Seen someone die?

urghhh…

27. Been on a plane?

what am i? mountain tortoise now?

28. Kissed a picture?

lmao?!

29. Slept in the opposite sex’s bed?

yes..

30. Love someone or miss someone right now?

yeahh.

31. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by?

exactly what i want now!

32. Made a snow angel?

how to make one?

33. Played dress up?

yes….

34. Cheated while playing a game?

yes when i was so pissed.

35. Been lonely?

sometimes…

36. Fallen asleep at work/school

both!

37. Been to a club?

yeah. Once.

38. Felt an earthquake?

nope, am i lucky or what?

39. Touched a snake?

yes, its freaking disgusting.

40. Ran a red light?

havent!!

41. Been suspended from school?

zha DOU!

42. Had detention..

judging by my personality i should, BUT. HAH!

43. Been in a car?

this is quite an insulting question to ask. We are no more in the 70s…

44. Hated the way you look?

hahaha, bullshit. Of course i love the way i look.

45. Witnessed a crime?

nope.

46. Been lost?

yes.

47. Been to the opposite side of the country?

that is purely sat bai.

48. Felt like dying from embarrassment?

embarrassing moments, YES. but die because of that? Quite weak wei.

49. Cried yourself to sleep?

nope.

50. Sang karaoke?

this is no dinosaur age.

51. Done something you told yourself you wouldn’t do?

all the time.

52. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose?

hahaha, i love to see someone does that!

53. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?

i only do french kissing, not snowflake catcher!

54. Kissed in the rain?

something like nathan and haley?

55. Sung in the shower?

used to.

56. Had a dream that you married someone?

NAH.

57. Played getting married?

who wants to play with me?

58. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole?

like i said, i only do french kissing.

59. Ever gone to school partially nude?

i ‘ve shown my legs. T.T

60. Been a blind date?

its dangerous, what if i met some pervertic old man?!

61. Sat on a roof top?

yes!!

62. Didn’t take a shower for a week?

= die

63. Ever been too scared to watch scary movies alone?

nah…

64. Played chicken?

how do you play it? O.o

65. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?

nope. i not that sat bai.

66. Been told you’re hot by a complete stranger?

nope.

67. Broken a bone?

YEEEE.

68. Been easily amused?

yes!

69. Laugh so hard you cry?

reminds me of tom, in tom and jerry!

70. Cheated on a test?

yeah. =(

71. Forgotten someone’s name?

oh yes!

72. Blacked out from drinking?

no.

73. Played a prank on someone?

why so wuliao?!

74. Gone to a late night movie?

yes.

75. Made love to anything not human?

O.o i ain’t aaron you know.

76. Failed a class?

of?

77. Choked on something you’re not supposed to eat?

i am not supposed to eat what ah?

78. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours?

not that gay yet!

79. Cheated on a girlfriend/boyfriend?

never will.

80. Did you celebrate the 4th of July?

and what is that?

81. Thrown strange objects?

to whom?

82. Felt like someone else?

what thing?

83. Thought about running away?

from life, yes.

84. Ran away?

i didnt.

85. Had detention and not attend it?

nope.

86. Made parents cry?

nope.

I was thinking that how can God be so unfair, by creating the perfect me.  

  2. How much cash do you have on you?

$0…   3. What’s a word that rhymes with “DOOR?”

floor??   4. Favorite planet?

jupiter!!   5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?

Choonghern. 6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?

i dont know, all seemed pretty boring to me. 7. What shirt are you wearing?

my pink dance shirt. 8. Do you “label” yourself?

as what? 9. Name the brand of your shoes you’re currently wearing?

converse 10. Bright or Dark Room?

dark, to sleep my friend. 11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?

i didn’t know this person exists. 13. What were you doing at midnight last night?

sleeping my friend. =) 14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say?

lazy to type the whole essay out. 15. Where is your nearest 7-11?

across the street. 16. What’s a word that you say a lot?

asshole 17.Who told you he/she loved you last?

my girlfriend. 18. Last furry thing you touched?

furry? O.o rambutan i guess. 19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?

none… my mum doesn’t allow me to take drugs. 20. How many rolls of film do you need developed?

358 21. Favorite age you have been so far?

59 22. Your worst enemy?

dogs. 23. What is your current desktop picture?

jack wilshere. 24. What was the last thing you said to someone?

depends on the someone. 25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly what would it be?

a million bucks. Why fly? when you would be starving and stuffs? 26. Do you like someone?

i love someone. 27. The last song you listened to?

halo!

off i go.
]]> http://wyekeat.wordpress.com/2009/09/26/ilike/feed/ 1 wyekeat http://wyekeat.wordpress.com/2009/08/28/paint/ http://wyekeat.wordpress.com/2009/08/28/paint/#comments Fri, 28 Aug 2009 08:17:30 +0000 wyekeat http://wyekeat.wordpress.com/2009/08/28/paint/ ]]> After viewing some art work of weiee’s, i must say that i am really not talented like him. But, i have my way of art!

i must  say its pretty classic and everything. And let me show you how my sister draws!

that was my little sister, who currently is having some weird obsession towards Nathan. ==

anyway. I want to emo now.

People always leave. =)

off i go.

my future Peyton Sawyer. =pp